there goes another cut on my heart.
again.
its bleeding.
hais.

i hao xin tell him.
remind him.
ended up he gave mi tat type of reply.
im sad.
im angry.
FINE.
he sae 'watever'.
so.
WATEVER lor!!!
he dun even wana care for himself.
den y muz i care?!?!
i can jolly well DUN gif a DAMN to it!!!
i wanted to ignore him.
dun wana care le.
but i cant.
i juz simply cant do it.
hais.
tats my weakness.
wat to do.

hais.
reallie alot of things happened juz b4 my exams.
during my exams.
i told myself to settle it aft my exams.
but i keep on thinking abt it.
over and over again.
made mi reallie fan.
lucky i still can concentrade on my paper.
exams going end soon.
but i still dunno wat to do.
ya.
i noe juz do wat i wana do.
juz do wat my mind and wat my heart saes.
but now.
seriously i got no idea.
im reallie fear tat i go the wrong way.
i fell down again.
i can go and die le ba.
=x

y is there ALOT of downs is my life?
and there is not much ups?
hais.

suddenly wana shout out everything.
wana cry out everything.
yeah.
cry is a good way of fa xie ba.
hmm.
tats wat i always do?
well.
mayb.
who noes..